Cry oh cry

Huh.

I cried. After reading his blog entry last night.

I dont know why, but I couldn't stop my tears from falling down. I felt guilty, of course. That's out of the question. But maybe there's something wrong with me last night, till I cried after reading that. Maybe there's a leak in my eyes so I couldn't stop crying.

The problem is not only last night I cried. I continued crying after I woke up this 9am. I cried silently so nobody will see me crying. Then I continued crying till before I watched prison break this 11.30am. Then I stopped crying cause my mind were distracted by prison break.

I forgot to cry till he texted me at about 12 o'clock. I paused my prison break & read his message & started crying again. God what's wrong with me?!

Then he came to my home & we talked a bit & my tears suddenly fell down again in front of him. Ugh. I hate when anyone else see me crying. I feel weak. I hate feeling weak. Then we talked again. He tried to distract my mind. He said sorry for everything. He asked me to forget that. Unfortunately it won't be so easy. It's not his fault anyway. But I'll try, though. I dont wanna spend the rest of my life with crying, okay? And I hope this kind of eyes-leaking won't ever be happened again.