life is weird

I never thought i'd be able to watch the stars with him.
i never thought i'd be able to walk beside him.
i never thought i'd be able to sit behind him on his vespa.
i never thought i'd be able to hold his hand.
i never thought i'd be able to hug him.

yeah apparently life is on its highest point of weirdness lately.
but that's fine. Super fine.
i only hope God is not joking right now.