feel

hi, how do you feel now?
idk, i'm feeling empty, i guess.

umm, it's been, what? 3 days since you got that news..
yeah, it's been 3 days. you know? i don't even really know how i supposed to feel. really. idk. i think you can just kill me right away, then i don't have to think what i supposed to feel. haha. you know, i cried a lot in the first 24 hours. in the next 24 hours, i barely feel nothing. and now apparently i still don't know what to feel. jeez.

eh correction, i think i know what i feel. i am mad. i feel disappointed.

mmm good to know that.
yeah. i might moving on from denial phase to anger phase. you know, 5 stages of grief. ah. i am mourning now.

well i hope you can pass this whatever you're on as soon as possible.
yea, thanks. thanks for the support. thanks for everyone around me.