it's all clear now. i think. she said she has no idea about that. yesterday we had talked to her. it might be right. or wrong. i started the conversation cause im sick looking at my friends who were still confused arranging words. so yeah, i shot her with no proper beginning. and i'm sorry for that.

i dont know how to react to her early at this morning. though finally i can calm myself down. too much perhaps. but that's what i feel. i'm still not used to this accident.

but yeah the point is everything is getting cooler. though maybe it'd be hard to go back like nothing ever happened.